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Name: diana
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Denton
Birthday: 2/3/1986
Interests: hockey, ireland, irish stuff in general, music-the good stuff only! good stuff like--the beatles, pink floyd, led zeppelin, bob marley, dropkick murphys, flogging molly, bouncing souls, rancid, the misfits, bad religion, dead kennedys, brave combo, cake, cursive, the clash, the doors, the chemistry set, primus, incubus, modest mouse, NOFX, postal service, rolling stones, the sex pistols, sublime, the strokes, weezer, teh who, tenacious d
Expertise: cooking, being random and crazy, hockey-everyone should know that by now, acting like a stoner-a unique talent that not many have.
i have ADD and dyslexia, i'm special!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  DropkickHockey
Member Since:
5/11/2004
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| the past few days have been off. off in the sense that i don't know
what's going to happen next and i'm scared to find out. i also just
want to be close to aric, yet he seems so far away. i don't know why.
last night i went over to his place to use his internet b/c mine was
blocked from a virus (that wasn't cool and i still have no internet in
my room), anyway, he just wanted to play his baseball game and relax
after work. which i understand completely b/c i do it too. but still i
got that feeling that he just wanted to be alone. he's had lots of
alone time the past couple weeks b/c i've been sick and dealing with
school and work. maybe he's just nervous about me living with him for
all of spring break, i'm nervous too. or maybe i'm just being paranoid.
last night didn't help. i feel asleep there at his place and he let me
stay but went to bed after i did. when he did come to bed he made no
attempt to put his arms around me or cuddle or anything. made me sad.
however, i keep thinking that i'm just being female and that all of
this will just blow over.
school is over for a week.
my cool new job offer seems like one of those that sounds nice but
won't evolve into anything. i called the resort today, left a message
on the phone for the guy that i talked to on tuesday. i won't hear from
him until monday, when i call him. i need to stay persistent. i'm gonna
find the number to one of the restaurants in the resort and try things
out that way, it might work easier.
i need someone to tell me something very nice and from the heart. i need a huge compliment, self-esteem is kinda low.
tracy, you are wonderful and even though you didn't make it into the
school of music, you still are an awesome person and very talented(so
mark says). i'll be happy that you'll be here next fall.
i don't want to work for the next 4 days straight. lets hope tonight
goes well and it's not too busy. haha wait no it'll be packed, its'
friday.
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| here's a small update-
i got hired at outback and i love working there. it's a lot of hard work, but worth it in the end. the people are really nice and awesome to work with, along with being nice to me for being new. also getting a start in the restuarant biz is exciting and i can really see myself have a good future in it.
aric is still the most amazing guy in teh world. i had a couple people ask me the other day if we were married. i said no, but part of me wanted to say yes. scary. anyway, one girl said that he's really cute, and has very nice big strong arms. i definatly agree. aric's also now comfortable with me as his girlfriend, he's more physical and shows more affection towards me. it's so cute.
school is awesome. i'm doing really well compared to this point last semester. making high B's and solid A's in 4 of 5 classes. BCIS is tough b/c i'm not good with computers. i do try though.
i bought a pink shirt and wore it. | | |
| so i joined myspace. find me on there
xanga is blah | | |
| why do we all want the unattainable or the unreachable? is it something in each of us that we can't control? or is it each person's way of expressing some hope or dream?
i really do like aric, everyone knows it. i know it, i don't know what i woudl do without him. he's so funny and brings a huge smile to my face everytime i think about him. when i'm around him he makes me laugh, feel cared for, important, and overall wonderful. "never betray the way you've always known it is" i love it when we talk about sports and slightly aruge about it, we have different views but it's ok, debates are fun. i love watching sports with him because we percieve the game differently and it's so much fun anyway. i never thought that i, diana guess, would be one to dress up for someone or do things just because you want to.
so can someone please explain to me why i have this very middle school crush on sean? i jsut want to be friends with him and it is possible, but he's just so cute in that dorky kind of way. not bad looking either, but nothing compared to aric. i just don't understnad it. but i do know that it will pass and things will balance out. | | |
| my edited new years resolutions-can i have them this late?
-be nicer to myself, i deserve it
-work out at least 3 days a week for at least 1 hour
-learn to play the guitar and hockey
-become a better friend to the friends i have now
-become a better girlfriend to Aric because he deserves it so much
-to better in school and life
-learn to relax
-become more independant and confident in myself
also, i'm super excited about going out tomorrow night with sean bass from KNTU, we're just going to watch the mavs game, it's not a date. but he's so cool and nice, as well as a sports fan. it'll be so much fun. i should call a couple other guys from teh station too that sean and i both know. it will be fantastic!!
oh yeah, i realized that i need to stop looking for Mr. Big and find my Steve. i think i have my Steve :) or maybe i have the best one of all, a combination of Mr. Big, Steve, Harry, and Smith... i like thinking about Aric that way :) | | |
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